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Saturday, November 26, 2005

drifting. drifting. drifting. my life, your life drifting apart, doesn't anyone else feel it? lonely, aimless, drifting. The bridge between us is failing. I cannot get across, I cannot pass. I can't built a new one. I am alone.


I don't wanna feel
anything today
I don't wanna feel
anything today
Anything at all and just be alone
I just wanna know that you
wanna know

I don't wanna live trough
another day
I don't wanna live through
another day
Meaningless to fight for
the victory
I just wanna dive in the
heart of misery

One love
One life
Locked me in the
heart of misery
One loss
One fight
locked me in the
heart of misery

I will never be anything again
I will never be anything again
I'm tired to give,
I don't wanna try
I'm afraid to live
I just wanna fly,
throw it all away
I just wanna fly,
throw it all away
Meaningless to fight for
your sympathy
I just wanna drown in the
heart of misery

One man forgot to breathe
One heart refused to beat
One loss

Heart Of Misery by The Rasmus
Hide From The Sun

`Name
x 5:50 PM


Friday, November 25, 2005

ok, tong xin lian is officially irritating me. mei ren yu, mei ren yu! ack. as if the show nt enuf, my parents haf taken to imitating them. arggggg.

counted my savings todae, haf abt 100, which i didn deposit 4 2 yrs mind u, n even so, i should haf at least 200 in a yr. ack. tts it. im eating one dollar meals frm now on.

blew abt 70 over on pressies. n im nt even done yet. tink my mom would get her money bck nxt yr.

dreamt tt my relatives gave me money for christmas. $100. wonderful dream no? then they said its to share btw the three of us. total nightmare.

wishlist:
rollerblades
new bag which is big enuf to carry my notes w/o crumpling it.
new computer, wf dvd/cd rewritable drive, or wadever its called. or a laptop. either is fine.

i think i shall start saving for a laptop.

i tink im goin to tm tmr. need get job. or go shopping. which ever.

`Name
x 7:35 PM


Thursday, November 24, 2005

since u all haf watched it, i shall 'evaluate' gof now, dun read if haven watch.

firstly, i would like to sae its a bit disappointing, the director didn realli grasp the essence of the book. n their Dumbledore suck. i wan the old one back. hopefully they chg him the nxt movie.. cant c this one doin the 5/6th bk. hate his hair too. n he is bloody short, no sense of DUMBLEDORE like the one jk portrayed. their Snape also.. nt evil enuf. and Voldermort. i tink his makeup is well done, the image of wad i c portrayed in the book, but the canon!Voldermort has cat slit eyes and they are red. nt blue. or normal in any sense. the reborn part is nt smooth, quoting frm the book would be nicer, but when Voldermort came out was nice, the slimy look and the foggy clothes. love his clothes. but his too short. or Wormtail too tall... Wormtail. ack, he juz chopped off his hand how can juz walk ard like tt??? wheres the whimpering, the begging, the tears, and the crawling on the ground??? n u noe when Voldermort stood in front of Harry to touch his head? i was like, kick him! kick him! cus he's nt tied up c. arggggggggggg.

oh. n the maze. where are the spider and the sphinx?!?!? n the hedges r so narrow, i feel constricted juz watching. though tt is prob their intention.. i think the 1st task is the best. though the flying ard the castle n the dragon dying bit is overdone. but the part in the arena was nice. i was like nooo then phew, didn get him. n since when did his Firebolt get burnt. didn like tt part. or the celebration part. "do you want me to open it? yes! do you want me to open it? YES!" wah lao.

and the lake, a bit too fast, but the part where Harry pushes Ron n Gabrielle up and fighting the grindylows was nice. new, and quite well done. i think Daniel does the adventure scenes the best. the part where Harry found Crouch? like wad the hell?? nv sae the importance... n the part where Moody blasted the ceiling - ??? - nt to mention, the Great Hall doesn look Great at all. the dark mark doesn look forbidding either. n the Quiddich World Cup. at least haf a bit lah, like ...

oh ya, i forgot, the grief scene. er. the throwing himself over Cedric is wayyyy overdone. as if he got the energy like tt. but the wailing is convincing, if a bit too fake. Harry, in the book, never cried like tt, cant see him doin tt too, wf his kind of childhood. but i can see the reasoning behind it. it wasn very prominent in the book though.. hehe, i like the part where Harry gave this 'see, it wasn't me' look to Snape behind Dumbledore when they found out about the Polyjuice.

ok end rant.

u noe wad. forget it, dun wanna watch it again.

lets all pray my comp is beyond repair. then mb i can get a new one.

i can make quite nice roses now. tink i can make it in time for christmas. i got pc's pressy too. still have rubez, osha, fatin, soon ying, bro, father. osha, fatin, father planned. need go tm n pp to get them.. sy, rubez n bro dunno wad to gif..

hey kh? when u free? i pass u the cds.

`Name
x 3:28 PM


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

my comp crashed. ok. mb nt crash crash , but it wont on!!!! like bloody hell.. comp is my life lor. then haiz... using my mom's comp now, so ya, dun be surprised if u dun c me online anemore.

aneone looking 4 work? im tinking of goin to gv tamp to do ushering and cleanin. but i dun tink they will take me though.. but wad the hell, shall go try.

my mom mite buy a new one. but she damn happy the comp spoil. cus i wont be using it. ack. tons of hw. i haf to do grammar exercises online n print it out 4 gp, a bk reiew anddd 4 essay outline. tts juz gp. chem, juz fin tut todae, so none yet, bio, lessa c. the sumtink sumtink erm sumtink, and the ecology, evolution tuts, which they haven fin yet. so by nxt mth, im goin to haf a whole lot of work to do. as opposed to now ah. maths also, got w/s. ok. i dunno y im complaining, other than gp n bio, i dun haf anemore hw. but stil, gp is goin to take ages to do.

fact of life: some genetic traits are dependent on your sex.

`Name
x 1:45 PM


Sunday, November 20, 2005

im spending at these daes. n im nt even working.. but wad to do, owe pple alot of pressys. so lessa c:

me: 2 necklaces, 2 Artermis Fowl bk, 4 Wild Adapter, some hair bands, i tink tts all.. all together, abt $80? n im nt working!!! oh ya, forgot, 2 cds. Nickelback and The Rasmus, the new album which came out this year. dun ask me y i bought it. im gon nuts. so tt $120. in 2 wks. n im nt working.

Pressy(bought):
kh, sis, mom(suppose to make flowers, but i dunno how)

Pressy(haven bought but planned):
osha, fatin, peici.

Pressy(dunno wad to gif):
bro, father, sy, rubez(did u gif u ane this yr? i dun rmb..)

i tink tts all, did i miss aneone.. oh, n a warning, if u dun like jewellery, tell me now, cus its all either necklaces or er.. jewellery. heh. i dun plan to surprise u aneway so ya.

if my mom sees my acct this year im dead.

n kh, i still cant c ur taggy. i mean the entire box, like, no links n all..

`Name
x 10:18 AM


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

i seriously haf no life. i go sch, haf cca, come hme, sit in front of comp, watch tv, eat, sleep. tts my dae. i dun study, i dun read, i dun work, i dun do anetink. its no wonder im so tired everyday. ack. someone tell me what am i suppose to do to get a freaking life. other than getting a job. cus i dun tink aneone wans sumone hus is still goin to sch and having cca. ahhh, if only theres a job i can do in my own time. like handiwork or sumtink. eurgh.

i need to read the news. do my hw too. oh ya. hw. gah.

I have no life.

`Name
x 11:57 AM


Sunday, November 13, 2005

been ages since i updated. shall crap n cover those pic underneath, Tom Felton doesn go wf this bckgrd. haha. aneway, update on my family, my sis doesn noe how to fall out/in and i dunno how to teach her. PC, wanna help? =D my mom sprained her ankle i tink abt a wk ago and recovered pretty quickly. went to A&E wf her and read 3 mags on GOF and watched a bit of Matrix Reload. dun realli understand it, the staff keep chasing me n my bro out, irritating. had to stand outside the waiting rm n look in like goldfishes..

my bro is lvl 45+ in maple now, n im only 28. cant seem to haf the patience to get to 30 n use all my hard earned clothes. so i started a new one. a thief in Bootes, which got to lvl 17 from lvl 9 after 2 daes. quite fun. had a fight wf a super childish 12 yr old at slime tree. dunno y i bothered..

ah. so how did i do in OP? well, i would sae we did ok, even though i keep looking at my script. but i dun tink its my fault, we juz chged it the dae b4. im lucky i even rmb the sequence.. and i tink our ppt slides are the nicest in the 3 grps in my classrm. very little pic, but tts cus my ST said tt we hafta refer to wadever pic we put up. so we deleted all my nice pics. then the other grps haf sooooo many pics, and so little words. ack.

sch tmr and the dae after. bio , then dunno wad on tue. dunno when we pass up our GPF also, ST nv sae anetink.. wan it over wf!! juz recieved alkanes tut and tons of maths hw. my table's a mess n i dunno where did they get to.. the new bio notes looks like maths formulaes. ahhhhh!!!!!!!! i hate DNA.

bought Arthemis Fowl. completed aready. Wild Adapter also, its a gay bk. i swear. pot 28 n 29 wf me. sd 27 to 29 also and 30 coming out in the 15. this is 4 bez btw.i wan the cross necklace!!!!! shall go tm one of these daes.

sooo, didn get to go lido to watch GoF dunno when can i go n watch.. haiz. didn noe if i should go w/o the us. would feel sooo awkard.

should go find a job soon, but i dunno how to juggle sch which is at all odd times and cca, which is quite alot cus of the competition on the 5/6th dec. hope i dun make a fool of myself. haiz, mb i should work nites. if only i can bring work hme.

i tink i haf a ear infection. theres sumtink in my ear. haiz. nt to mention my ear is still bleeding, cus of the earring. haiz. even pure silver doesn help.

`Name
x 10:46 AM