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Sunday, September 11, 2005

tons of hw, im so screwed. promos ard the corner, im so dead. freak. i cant seem to be able to concentrate. i dun understand it. i haf 2 wks left b4 promos, n i haven started revising. i dun understand trigo, i cant rmb formulas. i dun haf the time to do practise papers. i fail to c how m i goin to pass this yr. fuck.

i nv believed trying to study when i cant concentrate. i mean, wads the point rite? if u spend the time and nutink gets into ur head. but now im beginning to think tt i mite hafta, cus i cant seem to get anetink done. suppose to do past maths tut. cant even fin the practice papers. suppose to revise bio LAST wk. didn even fin covering enzymes. supposed to fin chem revision this wk. tons of Q left frm practice papers. GP paper due last thur. still not done. FUCK. n i need a new vocab, cant seem to be able to do MJ's paper. to the meridians out there, gd luck, n im nv gladder to be kicked out of there, even if im not faring much better here..

i wanna run, get away frm here. i wanna hide, i don't wan to face reality, the 'real' world. i wanna juz jump off a building. what m i here 4 aneway, i c no purpose 4 me living. im useless. a waste of space. well. actually, i dun know what is the world 4, a plaything 4 God? what do we live for? a place in heaven?

i need to stop reading fanfiction. its screwing wf my brain.

mb i shuld go be a social worker. mb i can find my life helping others. mb.. if im not so impatient tt i will prob convince the person to kill him or her self first. not a teacher either. scientist? no creativity. doctor? i hate precision. psychologist? mb.. but NUS dun seem to be proficient in it. i dun noe where to go after this. seriously.

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