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Friday, September 23, 2005

"He took me out of the darkness and showed me a world much brighter then the Sun..." -Goku

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i'm beginning to think that i have friends only because of Osha.. i'm not getting along with my classmates.. i mean, i talk to them and all but they aren't like kh or sy or any of my other friends. i think i get along better with tiff then with them, and i don't even like tiff much.

i tink i gave them the wrong impression.

come to think of it, i met all my friends thru Osha....kh, sy, fatin, farah. i still remember running down the corridor and Osha asked farah if she supported Harry/Hermione or Harry/Ginny. haha, n i won, but she said that Karfu took my stand just to spite her, so not counted. haha.

im not happy in this school. i don't know why. is it just me? i think so. i can't seem to talk to anyone in the class, and feel constantly rejected. i don't think they did it on purpose, but still.. i hope this isn't going to be happening every time i go somewhere new..

i hate this school. i hate the uniform, the food, the teachers, the subjects, the people. i hate being unadaptable. am i so easy to ignore? so i talk softly? fuck. u can't expect me to shout out whenever i want to join in. frankly, i don't know why am i so bothered, i don't talk much in the first place. but i think i can guess.. i don't volunteer information. Osha, and my this other classmate ask my opinion, so i feel better hanging with them, at least they include me. the rest of my class however seem to stick their opinion whenever and whatever, its like they talk when its their turn. u can see the topic going round the table, each giving their opinion or experience. i don't do that, probably cus whenever i tried they just ignored it or dismissed it. is it cus i talk too softly or wadever i talk about is difficult to continue? i need a course on how to carry a conversation. maybe fatin can teach me..

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"Come and go. Leave your imprint on nothing and nothing will leave its imprint on you. I do not need anyone; I do not want anyone to need me. I am not a lifeline. I disavow all responsibility to anyone or anything. Don't turn to me for help. Don't turn to me for support. I help no one but myself. I have my own wars to wage.

Get involved in nothing, get attached to nothing, and you'll be fine.." -Genjo Sanzo

Can I be this way?

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