Thursday, August 11, 2005
[rant pls skip.]
my brother suck, WR suck, my printer suck, my comp suck.my comp keeps disconnecting, my printer keeps printing blank pages, my WR is not moving tiself, and my brother keeps playing his bloody games n wont even print a bloody document 4 me.i reafirm my stand that all guys are assholes. bloody sadistic, egostical, irresponsible, irritating, assholic, selfish bastards. i dun care if im scolding my mother with him.
i hate my sch. they r the ones hu came up with this stupid, idiotic, brainless i- learn thing. independent learning my FOOT. like we so free ah, hardly enuf time to keep up wf my work aready still muz 'independent learning' in the end, they juz wanna drop sum of their work. if, i fail becus of this stupid ilearn thing, i'll sue the bloody sch till im bankrupt. then i'll kill myself inthe sch and haunt it 4 the rest of my bloody death! god, shitty hell. 'pls try not to come to sch tmr' LIKE I WANT TO! god damn it.i hate my brother. i want my own laptop.and printer. n even if it kills me m goin to learn how does computer WORKS. piece of shit.stupid. idiotic. sadistic. assholic. i need a wider vocab.i need a life. im online everydae, tons of tests r cuming up, im goin to get retained if this keeps up. i can hardly keep up wf sch work, im failing everything, i dun understand photosynthesis, i need tuition. fuck. i hate jc, wad the bloody hell am i doin. im not studying, im not working, i want my friends, i wan my sch, i hate my sch. the AV suck, the ideas sux. PW suck big time.i want a punching bag, i wanna join a boxing club. i need to hurt sumbody. im a sick bitch. and a selfish one. i dun even haf the guts to hurt myself. though i fail to c the pt.. i hate life. i dont know the bloody reason y im here. god will show me the way indeed.
[rant done]
dream: i wan my own penthse, my own comp wf broadband internet, radio, tv wf cable, my entire collection of mangas and animes. i wan to actually buy them instead of burning or d/ling them. i want my own punching bag. i want a water bed.
the thing is, i cant get all these until i get a fuckin degree and a job. bof of which r all the way at the otherside of the grand canyon.
freaking hell, my eng is dropping, my chi is dropping, bio is getting harder, chem is hopeless, maths is a gonner. im failing and im still here, what the FUCKING hell is bloody wrong with me!
hafta go bck to sch tmr cus of 'technical' failure. i need a comp expert in my hse.
fucking sch. i wan tkgs.
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