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Thursday, August 11, 2005

[rant pls skip.]

my brother suck, WR suck, my printer suck, my comp suck.my comp keeps disconnecting, my printer keeps printing blank pages, my WR is not moving tiself, and my brother keeps playing his bloody games n wont even print a bloody document 4 me.i reafirm my stand that all guys are assholes. bloody sadistic, egostical, irresponsible, irritating, assholic, selfish bastards. i dun care if im scolding my mother with him.
i hate my sch. they r the ones hu came up with this stupid, idiotic, brainless i- learn thing. independent learning my FOOT. like we so free ah, hardly enuf time to keep up wf my work aready still muz 'independent learning' in the end, they juz wanna drop sum of their work. if, i fail becus of this stupid ilearn thing, i'll sue the bloody sch till im bankrupt. then i'll kill myself inthe sch and haunt it 4 the rest of my bloody death! god, shitty hell. 'pls try not to come to sch tmr' LIKE I WANT TO! god damn it.i hate my brother. i want my own laptop.and printer. n even if it kills me m goin to learn how does computer WORKS. piece of shit.stupid. idiotic. sadistic. assholic. i need a wider vocab.i need a life. im online everydae, tons of tests r cuming up, im goin to get retained if this keeps up. i can hardly keep up wf sch work, im failing everything, i dun understand photosynthesis, i need tuition. fuck. i hate jc, wad the bloody hell am i doin. im not studying, im not working, i want my friends, i wan my sch, i hate my sch. the AV suck, the ideas sux. PW suck big time.i want a punching bag, i wanna join a boxing club. i need to hurt sumbody. im a sick bitch. and a selfish one. i dun even haf the guts to hurt myself. though i fail to c the pt.. i hate life. i dont know the bloody reason y im here. god will show me the way indeed.

[rant done]

dream: i wan my own penthse, my own comp wf broadband internet, radio, tv wf cable, my entire collection of mangas and animes. i wan to actually buy them instead of burning or d/ling them. i want my own punching bag. i want a water bed.

the thing is, i cant get all these until i get a fuckin degree and a job. bof of which r all the way at the otherside of the grand canyon.

freaking hell, my eng is dropping, my chi is dropping, bio is getting harder, chem is hopeless, maths is a gonner. im failing and im still here, what the FUCKING hell is bloody wrong with me!

hafta go bck to sch tmr cus of 'technical' failure. i need a comp expert in my hse.

fucking sch. i wan tkgs.

`Name
x 10:10 PM


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

had a rather quiet barfdae todae. woke up quite unhappy to sae the truth. - at the risk of sounding egostic - i expected quite a large no. of birthdae wishes, but it turns out only osha msged me. how sad... but nvm, we still had a fun time at e beach.

then the surprises came, farah n nuraini msged wishes n weeling said happy birthdae via friendster also. was totally surprised n happy, haha, nv tot that pple im not close to wuld still rmb my birthdae, specially weeling, how. weird.. hmm.. wonders if farah n nuraini were together when they msged me, cus they came one after the other.. weird.. but pleasing all the same, haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI CI!!!

and thanks to those hu wished me a happy birthday!


on the otherhand, im in deeeep trouble. yup, u guessed it, tonsss of hw. i knew i shuld haf done them sooner, but noooo * i haf tmr, i haf tmr..* voila! pile of hw appears.

HW:

Gp: journal, oral

chi: oral

maths: all tuts + study 4 test ( trigo. get ready to get egg)

chem: revision

bio: photosynthesis tut (i nv tot i wuld haf a topic i hated..), revision

PW: WR. suppose to be in charge. nv do anetink. survey evaluation. comp spoiled, not my fault..

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i hate jc. need to reafirm tt.

`Name
x 8:38 PM


Sunday, August 07, 2005

yesterdae was funnn. we made it to east coast at 2, but the fire wasn able to start till 3 plus. hopefully u all didn stay hungry 4 long.. the entrie day was fun fun fun. though its a bit hard to include everyone.. n i tink i was busy wf the fire.. but, doesn matter, they entertained themselves. haha.

i tink the funnest part was when we went to the breakwaters to juz sit n take fotos. then we saw the fireworks too, my bro managed to take a few photos of them. then we went to get sum food after osha came bck frm sending sy off. so sorri!! the pit was one of the 2 left n it was the nearest aready. got the radio, the macaroni, a torch n sum drinks. then we sat ard the food like cult meeting. haha. then of course, the roaches came running n ya. i tink u can imagine it. soo, we went to the stone table near the breakwater n juz toked, whilst avoiding flowers in our mouth. was fun. then we had sum ckae, in which my family was playing the number game to c hu eats the last piece, n osha snatched it up. haha, rubbish bin of our squad.

i tink tts abt it.. i liked the part where we were toking abt how the breakwater would be a bad spot if sumone were to propose there.

1st case scenario: the gurl scream n drop the ring into the sea n the guy tinks its cus of him.

2nd case scenario: the guy scream n drops the ring.

3rd case scenario: both scream n ran the wrong way frm the roaches n into the water. ring remains on the breakwater.

haha, i made up the last one btw.

fun fun fun.

pics:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v711/flaredence/P1020662.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v711/flaredence/P1020752.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v711/flaredence/P1020751.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v711/flaredence/P1020749.jpg

`Name
x 2:12 PM


Thursday, August 04, 2005

ok, so pple hu need to confirm. fatin, indah, kai, rubez. is tt all?

btw, my mom quite mad at me now, so cannot stay online too long.. ane Q pls msg me, n pls tell me wad u all wanna bring this sat, later everyone bring marshmellow then tts not gd.. oh, n aneone hu wan to swim.

im bring cards, er. can sumone bring frisbee? i dun haf. oh. n those toys if u wanna play sandcastle. haha.

i tink tts all.

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i haf compre test tmr. crap. i hate application. as if essay not enuf.

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i wanna watch FMA!!!!!!! the movie i mean. *sob*

`Name
x 6:34 PM


Wednesday, August 03, 2005

ok. abt this sat.

its at pit 68, ard PA east coast sea sports club which is near sparkc@ marine parade adventure training centre, which is sumwhere near laguna national golf course.

if u wan the map, go www.streetdirectory.com.sg, type under building: PA east coast sea sports club the u go enlarge the map n wadever to check where it is. the pit's in the vicility (sp?, pls correct me) of it.

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no need to bring food, juz marshmellows and soft drinks, only mineral water provided. *warning: pls bring a lot. i dun want plain water!!* haha. ice provided, freezing in fridge now.

err, if u haf ane of those things to poke in the fire (for the marshmellows) pls bring. i dun tink i haf a lot. or do u use satay sticks? ok, nvm. err oh. bring games, frisbee, cards. can go swimming also. we bringing a tent for u to chg if u wan. er. wan else..

ya. time, ard lunch time, 12 - 1, not sure yet, u all can come my hse, my mom sae can bring u all there, or if u wan can cycle, though i dun tink u better, its quite far.. wad else wad else..

btw, can stay till late, i haf family dinner later, but u all can stay, actually, i wuld prefer if u stayed *hint hint* haha.

frankly, i dun think we will study at all, so lets try to fin hws on fri nite kk? or, we culd juz do it nxt wk.. its hoildae after all.. ok.. wad elsee...

[sumhow i haf this feeling that my marshmellow is spelled wrongly..]

oh ya, no pressies needed, if u insist, bring root beer, they quite ex. or bring chips n other things.

list of food goin to be brought: (not confirmed though)

1) stingray
2) crab
3) chicken wing
4) prawns
5) otah ( fish n prawn flavour if im not wrong)
6) fried bee hoon
7) curry
8) mineral water

i tink tts all, feel free to bring anethink else u wanna eat.

btw, u guys its goin to start late, the fire i mean, so i tink u better eat sumtink b4 u go, otherwise u'll stave to death. i dun tink the bee hoon is halah either. n it mite be juz 4 dinner, im not sure..

anetink else pls ask soon. hafta finalise aready

list of hus coming: ( pls confirm)
kh, osha, sy, kai, pc,

still tinking:
rubez, fatin, indah?

did i miss aneone?

i tink tts all..

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i juz found out tt my exam's 2 wks after the sept holidaes. n no, im not goin to do a countdown. but i had better start studying. haven touched trigo at all... cant wait 4 holidaesss

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my internet sux.

my dinner times r getting later n later..

`Name
x 7:10 PM


Monday, August 01, 2005

my cousin booked a barbacue pit at east coast this sat, its free frm 12 pm onwards, it's pit 68. dunno where that is, but aneone interested? its suppose to be 4 my birthdae, btw. juz wondering if u guys r interested, if not then i'll tell my cousin to cancel it or sumtink.. n dun need to bring food or anetink, my mom buying. frankly, i want to chg it into a study session, i haf tons of stuff to do.. im soooo gunna fail my eoy. n i hate eom. hate hate hate. n trigo too.

erm. pass the words ard, if a more than er.. i dunno, 8? coming, then i'll set it up or sumtink. pls reply on taggy. ask kh n indah n fatin they all pls. i tink i'll call fatin, ask the rest 4 me hor, the mj pple.

oh. n im having family dinner after that, so i'll stay there the whole dae.

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im worried abt my mom, she has tons of sickness, n my dad also, diabetes and all. haiz..

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P.S. aneone noe where pit 68 is? cus i don't..

`Name
x 7:42 PM