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Thursday, July 28, 2005
i had pe in the botanic gardens todae. was totally stupid.
missed my frends a lot todae. a lot a lot. n most of the time i feel like i'm the only one in the world hu holds on to their frends so tightly.
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pw: eom, pi, research
gp:read notes
bio: photosynthesis tut, spa, respiration test
chem: chem bonding tut, kinetic tut, equilibrium tut, bonding test
maths: trigo test, trigo 1, 2 tut, small approx tut, 3d trigo tut.
chi: du hou gan oral presentation.
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wishlist:
saiyuki reload anime
hp bk 7
artemis fowl
artemis fowl - the eternity code
artemis fowl files
prince of tennis manga 28
a life
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"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
`Name
x 7:22 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
http://hannahkiki.multiply.com/photos/album/1
tts where the rest of the pics are, the webbie i mean.
n tatatata, 1S19! my class btw.
tell me wad u tink of them. n abt the guys. i wanna c how u all interpret them.
**waits for my taggy to be flooded**. *or at least hope so*
need pouch 4 ipod, n backback bag 4 my shoulder. it hurts...
`Name
x 6:12 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
ok. sumtink weird happened to me yesterdae. apparently, i haf an 'admirer'. im like, okk... n rite... sumhow i tink she's playing a joke on me or sumtink.. aneway, its distrubing, n i dunno how the hell osha handles it. weird + irritating.
haha, aneway, most of bio done, n im not doin the remaining stuff. feel kinda happy tt i culd do trigo even when i haven studied it yet. haha, memorise memorise.
parent's dae didn go too well. mom was irritated tt she had to wait one hr 4 her turn n my teacher didn realli sae anetink nice abt me. she also kinda bias? she was like ' there's an A! isn tt nice. ' and ' he/she didn do too well, its badly done ' n there r more of the latter than the former. gah. n my mom said she goin to cut off the internet. dun tink she will, but i better lay off it 4 a while.. not tt it matters though, given tt the wireless thing is totally faulty. keeps d/cing. damn irritating.
hafta do analysis of survey n EOM. haizz....
need do wrk now.
almost got the entire post deleted. i tink i like the 'recover post' function, pheww...
`Name
x 2:08 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Moderate |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Low |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Moderate |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Moderate |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Moderate |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | High |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Low |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Very Low |
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
this is kinda dumb, considering i dun even believe in hell.. y did i do this in the 1st place?.. gah.
`Name
x 7:34 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
im bored, n i haf tons of hw. plus. 4 the 1st time ever, i dun understand bio. crap man, im sooo dead. i need more hrs a dae. or juz my comp to crash... touch wood. haha
need list.
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HW:
bio: respiration tut, photosynthesis notes
chem: kinetics tut, bonding tut, notes. [i sense a headache]
maths: trigo 1, 2 n every other tut. [its amazing i passed maths...]
chi: online survey [shall do later], du huo gan..tts all..
gp: journal [shall do later]
pw: research, EOM, GWF, survey evaluation. [im so dead..]
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u noe i dun c the pt of havin a list. doesn help me, im still here arent i? gah.
took sum class fotos yesterdae, shall show u all my class.
parents dae on sat.. hopefully it wont turn into a screamin session...
i hate jc. n trigo.
`Name
x 6:20 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
i had tons to sae when i finished HBP at 12 last nite, but as it was in the middle of the nite and i haf sch todae..
ok. erm. i dunno if i shuld sae much here, spoilers n all, so if u dun wan to know anetink, skip this lot.
[ major spoilers]
i take bck ane bad thing i said abt Dumbledore. he's great, makes mistakes, but still great. the funeral was beautiful, and incredible sad, i cried through the whole thing. the Ministry is as useless as ever. i seriously dunno how is she goin to finish the series in one more bk. either she rush thru the whole thing, or Voldermort wins. those hoping 4 Harry/Hermione have no hope. turns out Malfoy wasn so bad after all, he couldn kill Dumbledore at ane rate. i tink R.A.B is Regulus Black. m glad Harry finally grew up. the 7th bk should be nice. kinda sad Harry doesn plan to go bck to Hogwarts, but he mite chg his mind.. doubt it though. [relationship spoilers] sumhow i wasn realli surprised Tonks ended up wf Remus. m glad Fleur and Bill r still as lovey dovey as ever. Bill was fine btw, he got disfigured, but the werewolf hu got him wasn transformed that nite. Snape has no hope of returning into my gd bks. Voldermort's right hand man through and through. Apparation is painful.
[end spoilers]
sad bk, and not my fav. a bit boring, but tons of Riddle bckgrd. (is tt a spoiler?)
tons of hw.
the noah thing wasn a movie after all, more like a documentary. nice, but a bit messy, not smooth at all. almost convinced me that noah did exist. apparently tons of other religions also haf records of a flood, they found fossilised sea shells up on a mountain. tt convinced me. its solid proof. tt there was a flood, not the noah thing.
then there was one pt where they tot they found the entrance to noah's ark, and tried to film it, but when the camera turned towards it, there was distortion, but when it turned to other places it returned to normal.. creepy...
they had this realli nice theme song, its abt the end of the world(?) but ya, its still nice though.
they also said that the __________ (end of the world) [forgot the name] was coming cus of the countries fighting and increased natural disasters, it scared me. so now im hoping i wuld die b4 anetink happens.. selfish, i know.
im realli impressed wf JK Rowling, its amaazing how she gets all this ideas. no matter how much ff i read, she seems to totally deviate frm what others think. amazing. very down to earth also, as much as she can do it wf it being in another world. realistic, reflects the human nature and doesn realli have wild fantasies, other than the plot of course.. nvm, i dun noe wad im toking abt.. i tink im juz shallow.
sleepppp i need sleep.
`Name
x 5:42 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
ok. the gd news, no Fs. bad news, 3 Es, n 2 of them r language. yup. i failed GP. badly too, worst i've ever done. 18/50. oh. my bio got A. but im not happy. its 75/100, borderline A, n the asshole got higher than me. im pissed off.
so its E8 E8 E A AO. at least i culd get promoted. n the mj pple, dun keep bad k? cus u haf to keep in mind my sch standard.
btw, i hate trigo.
HW: bio, chem, maths, gp, chi. blech
ohya. chem SPA went well, cept 4 a few glitches, like a few unpredicted bumps(literally), but overall it went ok. fin the entire thing 10 min b4 time. got the ans. most of my classmates didn fin the thing. hopefully this will pull my grade up...
bio SPA nxt nxt wk. have a feeling its microscopy. otherwise, haf to revise O level bio...
i hate trigo.
`Name
x 4:40 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
huuuuweeeee. results results. chi, 35/100. not bad, i expected 20 plus. need to buck up, need D7 4 U. exam in oct. jia you!. nxt, maths, borderline E, 37/80. at least i passed. chem, AO, 37/100. only 3 in my class passed. n the highest is C. n tt person got A 4 maths n 72/100 4 chi, which is also an A. bio... not yet. GP.. mb tmr. hopefully i pass bio wf a gd mark. pleaseee god. n i failed gp, so i need the bio pass. ahhhh..
i made sushi todae. tink half of the rice in eaten during the process of makin it. too sticky..
pe was fun. 2 periods todae, super hot, but the teacher didn make us 2 rds b4hand, so we survived. batting is funnnnn. wanna play softball.
aneone meeting this sat? i tink i can join u all after the survey thing, shouldn take too long..
chem SPA tmr, then bio pract after sch.. helppp..
my classmate agreed to lend me her HBP!!! yaya, this sat rite?? yay!!!!!
`Name
x 6:33 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
did half of the survey todae, was kinda fun. turns out the guy whom i hate contributed abt 60% of my half of the survey, even if he totally embarrassed himself doin it. guz wad he did. pple wait 4 the passerby to come to them rite? he runs after them. u tell me how idiotic he looks? haha, but ya, almost all the times he asked them like tt they dun realli go n do the survey. so now he looks stupid n has no acheivement to back it up. haha, but ya, other times it was ok, was raining though, so the paper got wet n the pple r irritated. blech. we went orchard rd. on a wkdae. so lesser pple, but tons of tourists, so gd 4 us.
i discovered tt singaporeans/asians dun do the questions which r open-ended or when they chose "others" they dun specify, but the other pple (mainly frm australia of sum country in the west) do them. so weird. i tink its becus s'poreans dun tink much, or rather, we need quite a lot of time to tink of an ans. or it culd be becus we r lazy.. interesting though...
in U u haf to take a minor n major correct? i wan psychology 4 major, n mb sociology 4 minor..
ohoh, i found this realli interesting handiwork thing which makes wristbands, kool neh? damn cheap too, one set 1 dollar, 12 diff designs, n u can choose ur own color if u juz use threads.
oh ya, im goin sentosa to do the other half of the survey this sat. yup yup. haven been to sentosa in ages n ages...
oh. n my oral sucked. like bad. the reading? i fumbled towards then end, then i paused at a word i didn noe how to read, 4 abt 30 sec. yup. n the last passage when through the earthquake, trembled like hell. oh. n my oral question was 'if a local U n an overseas U offered u a scholarship, which one would u choose?' n i thot, fat hope man. then i said local, cus i wuld miss my family, haf pple to take care of u, im not an outgoing person, diff to make new frend, blah3, then i keep repeating my pts. n i went mouthing **** after they dismissed me. so yup. its screwed. so 4 the pple hu haven do their oral, gd luck.
p.s. the guy brought a pillow to sch todae. my friend said he's as entertaining as mr bean. haha, weird guy he.
`Name
x 8:15 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
happy happy!!!! 4 one, i fin part of my math and chem b4 pokemon!! haha, then suppose to do EoM, but, as usual, got distracted. aneway, the cherry on this happy happy (sun)dae [too bad not realli sunday though, haha]. an iPod!!! yes! yes! yes! haha, my aunt came by n juz suddenly, out of the blue, unexpectedly, gave me an iPod shuffle. totally out of the blue. she said it was on offer, was meant 4 my father, but ane ho, it ended up wf me. damn happy abt it though. haha, made my dae man, made my dae. yay yay!
HW: math file, bio test, gp journal and chi oral.
wanted to put a happy quote here, but realized i didn haf ane. how sad..
`Name
x 7:45 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
this is a bad dae. 1st, i found out i failed my chi. then i didn bring my chem pract. then mt gp teacher said tt 8/10 of the papers she marked did badly. then we had to go 4 trigo. which i totally hate.
1) chi: during chinese lesson, miss sum finished the past year ao level chinese summary which we did the last time. then, she gave us our CA chinese question paper, and told us that she wants to go through it. and so we did. 1st is the 30 mark section. ok, so i got 3/30. next. the 10 mark multiple choice section. 2/10. next, the second 10 mark section, 4/10. next, another multiple choice. she did the 1st 3 question. 0/3. total? 9/53. what a cheerful estimate. i almost cried on the way to chemistry.
2) maths: trigo. i tink tt kinda speaks for itself. it totally sucked. like what the fuck is he R thing n T formula?!?! oh god.
i tink im totally numb now. im looking at my 9/53 n i didn feel anetink.
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HW: bio file, chem tuts, maths tuts, chi oral notes, gp journal, EOM
todae: bio file. revise carbo, read thru respiration.
sat: chem tuts, assignments, EOM
sun: gp journal ,chi oral notes, all maths stuff.
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i asked my friends before, why do they live? what do they live for? i got answers like food, happiness, God.. then i asked myself what do i live for?
the answer? i don't know.
i asked my parents why did they have me. they said its for society. my sister was an accident, they said that God gave her to them.
so why am i here? what do i live for? why do people want to survive? why? why? why?
i tried anime.
i live for anime, for the next episode, for the next manga. then i thought, does it matter? its a story, a fantasy, a fake, why should i live for it?
i live to make my parent proud. why? because they raised me. why did they raise me? for society.
who is society? why are we indebted to them? what has they done for us? they gave us a way to survive.
but why do we want to live? why? for your goals? your dreams? why does even an ant struggle to live? why? why? why?
i don't know. frankly, i think that God made us to entertain him. (no offence to chirstians. even if i am one..) he feeds us when he feels like it. he drowns us when we don't obey. he killed his own son to get our belief. i do not believe in heaven and hell.
may be that's why i want to find out how we think, why we do this or that. maybe that what i am suppose to do in life. maybe...
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the tragedy of life, is not having a life worth living. that is my life.
`Name
x 5:00 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
A miracle has happened. I got a D for chem. ya. wow rite? Haha, in case u r wondering, no, its not the CA, it's the redox test b4 the CA. n I got D 4 redox. Amazing.
guz wad. they wan to meet my parents to get the result slip. im dead. my ct is my chi teacher, n she's a bit self-centred, so i tink she will harp on her own subj, which i totally didn study for (refer to last last entry). im a gonner.
on the bright side (sorta) the parents dae is not until 23/7 so i dun haf 2 worry abt it now..
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lotsa hw lotsa hw lotsa hw.........
hmmm deeeee dummmm.
happy todae.
me tink cus of coffee.
hum dee dum...
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`Name
x 6:00 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
He was worried that they would each drift apart. It was inevitable. They would have their own experiences with other friends from their universities, and there would be less and less that they had in common with each other, until it just seemed like all they did was sit around and recount their high school days. Which would just be pathetic. And so they wouldn't bother to get together anymore.
juz something which realli said what i felt during graduation. n now.
juz something which realli said what i felt during graduation. n now.
`Name
x 6:31 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
ok. yay. exams finished. y do i not feel happy? gah. ok. i'll start frm the top. gp. it suxed. as per usual. the compo was totally not smooth and i went off track once. luckily i didn go too far.. then i finished early and wrote out all my math formulaes on a foolscape. during the exam mind. n the teacher keep patting my back asking are 'u ok?' everytime she walked pass. i tink its cus i put my head down. but still... damn weird.
ok, then math. its the worst paper i ever sat for. the absolute worst. i tried doin the last question 1st, n all i got was a major depressor. it was apgp btw. i tink my sch likes apgp. tts 11 mrks gone. then the nxt question. 10 mrks. max i got is 5. if im lucky. function. nxt, 8 mrks, all gone. inequalities. i still rmb the bloody question. x over x square plus 9 less than or equals to 0. then hence, prove 1 over modules x plus 3 more than equals to 1 over modules x minus 3. aneone bothered to do this, tell me how dumb i was n i would be ever grateful. oh. then there MI i cant prove and a summation question tt was totally blank. i think the only one i can get sum mrks is the translation question. gah.
then chinese. another disaster. they haf this shu yu and chen yu or wadever section which is worth 30 mrks. n guess wad. i didn noe!! *dismayed* my bloody teacher didn remind us abt it, or tt its worth 30 mrks. i tot it was like the usual paper, the one word one only, then i can drop it n minus ten only, now they gif me this?!?! owww. 30 out of a 100. miracle if i pass.
then BIO!!!! hahahaa i tink its the only subj i can pass. i noe i will pass. its juz whether its a gd pass or a bad pass. n my teacher gave us tips lor, god. so unfair. he went thru the enzyme inhibition the dae b4, he set the paper btw, n it came out as a 14 mrk essay question. so those hu didn study got lucky. grrrr. unfair. i was missing a few pts which i culdn rmb, so made sum crap up. other than tt, its gd. wrote a lot 4 the paper.
then chem. amazingly, i only didn finish one question. 10 mrk gone. 2 parts i totally dunno how to do. 6 mrks. gases n liquid graph thing n other question which i totally crapped abt. was tempted to write: ya, i noe it crap, but makes sense no? haha, hopefully the teacher won't get pissed off wf my ans.. luckily its the last question. so unless he/she skip questions i shuld be ok. then the ionisation energy thing. i got totally lost when i got the electron no. wrong, then i had to cancel n redo. n i still tink its wrong. nvm.. hopefully i can get at least an AO 4 this n math, then i can promote to J2. oh mannn...
im so sad.
wad happened to my 3 As?? wahhhhhhh.................
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HW:
GPP (done. need to print though, aneone wanna volunteer? my printer spoil)
GP - compre n journal
Math - solution of tri tut, every other tut..
Chem - chem bonding Q 8 to wadever.
Bio - no haf. (haf i mentioned i love bio? cus i do. haha)
Chi - dun tink haf. tue got oral though, n then i haf to skip n chem lect. again. u noe if i didn skip tt gases n liquid lect tt time i mite be able to do the graph q todae? i hate my sch.
tt all?
yup.
i hate sch.
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we apparently goin to peici's hse tmr. but dunno meet where n when n i dun even noe where she lives plus im not sure im even invited. oh ya. need to burn kh's cd..
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mom sick todae. overwork. haiz. now i feel guilty abt buying the HBP. tink i will borrow it frm sumone.. knew i shuld haf gone 4 the lucky draw.. btw, hu wan the fowl bk? The Opal Deception. is it kh or osha? forgot. oh, n rubez, i pot 28 is cuming out nxt mth, so i tink i will buy ur sd 26 nxt mth too, need to save money...
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I see you every other day but it is still not enough. I miss you my friends.
`Name
x 4:20 PM