Thursday, May 05, 2005
eh. i tink writing my troubles out realli help. at least i didn feel as depressed todae. finally got my grpmates n tried to haf a meeting on sat. but the only guy, (the other one was a gurl) lives in redhill? sumwhere there, apparently he lives very far n doesn want to come bedok to do the gp presentation. so i said ok, we meet in sch. but he doesn wan to either (u can hear ripping by now, yes, its my hair.) so i said to stay bck after pe to discuss wad to do then we go hme n get info. n he bloody ran off after pe. I HATE BOYS. idiots, the lot of them. IDIOTS.
luckily the gurl stayed, so i culd do sum work, she even wanted to cancel the appt on sat to meet 4 the grp wrk. n the guy is lazy to come to sch. im not asking u to come early in the morning u noe. idiot. idiot. idiot.
is there such a thing as a gurls jc? cus i tink im goin to save all the gurls the trouble of facing boys by setting up an all gurls jc.
there's this guy in my class hu is apparently very handsome. my ct sae he's handsome. my chem teacher sae he's handsome. my gp teacher sae he's handsome. cus the other guys keep turning to face him, so they sae he handsome so they keep staring at him. the funny thing is, i tink he is ok ok ah, (u noe guys haf better complexion than gurls? tt is sooooo unfair.) but not exactly handsome lor. or mb its juz me. shall post a class pic as soon as we haf one n point it out to u all. then u tell me he handsome not. n he's tall too. grrrrr. 2 boys taller than me. i dun like.
i juz found out i didn need to copy out my protein tut cus i did aready. haha, yay tts one less hw. but tts also the last of my 1st 3 mths tuts, so now i haf to DO the tut. bad. then i haf chem redox tut which i dun understand half of n in which there r tons of equations to memorise. im sooo dead. maths im still as lost as ever, i missed one maths n chem lecture yest cus of tekong so now i haf to catch up. whic means revision. n my MI needs to be memorised. i haf a test nxt mon, maths class test, tue, chem I, wed, chem II, thur, maths lecture test. nxt nxt mon, bio lecture test, thur, pi.
im a gonner. PLUS, i got bck my last maths test, ap gp n summation. 5/10. which is quite gd since i didn realli study 4 it. and my chem assignment got
D 51% i was horrified. i MISSED a bloody question!! a whole bloody question, not i dunno how to do, i totally missed it, as in i skipped frm 3 to 5 w/o doin 4!!! flipping hell! god. im nv doin tt again. nv. apparently the grades r counted in CA, they taking top 3, i tink, not confirm yet, so im goin to take my assignments seriously now. seriously. god. a D. n im aiming 4 A? PLUS, its the easiest topic of the lot lor. eck.gah.horrified.
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