Friday, March 25, 2005
lotr was nice! heh, nv c 4 so long, now i wan to watch e 3rd one.. looove the war scenes, culd care less abt frodo..
haiz, went out practically the whole dae, 1st, i went to church n fell asleep, not my fault k, the pastor was bloody boring. dunno how he can tok nonstop for 1 hr. freaky.
then, i got dragged to my mom's office to help her move 2 cupboards, they picked it up frm the rubbish bin. or rather beside it, cus its too big to fit into a bin, its like taller than my father. n we moved it to the office and my father fixed it outside the office after we moved it alllll the way up to 4th floor. thank god 4 lifts. or rather big lifts, no use if its too small.
then we went hme to pick up my bro n sis n went to see my grandparents, on my mum's side. they r dead btw. then we had a super early dinner at 5 plus. i missed my shows, so im stayin up 4 e 12am repeat. i love cable.
oh ya, im resigned to sr, its goin to stick wf me 4 life. but, i figured, since even sr has 68 pointers, i dun tink it matters wad sch u go to rite? sooo, i juz haf to works hard, i juz dun haf the environment to help. easier said than done, but since my future kinda depends on my a levels, i better gif it all i've got.
its a gd tink cca pts arent need now, cus the 25hrs frm chingay and the one participation pt 4 rd race wuldn matter much now. hopefully i can get into the cc and get summore pts, treasurer is kinda fun.
ive done a bit of self reflection and i found that my attitude to my frends realli sux. its a wonder where i found such gd frends hu understand, tolerate and support me. i thank you all. and pls tell me if im bitchy or anetink, cus i dun noe e meaning of bitchy and needs to be told.
i noe ive been incredibly moody these past mths, but being seperated frm pple i haf been seeing every dae 4 the past 4 yrs is kinda hard on me. i dun realli haf experience in handling wf frends outside of my 'circle' its kinda hard to keep up, i noe everyone goes thru this but i get attached easily, and i need closure, which i dun get if i wan to stay in touch wf my sec sch frends. tts y i hardly rmb my pri sch mates. i kinda adopted a new personality when i entered sec, not sure if its a gd one, but at least i haf sum frends.
i used to tink that having frends caused me to haf lower grades, cus i kept failing in sec 1, its a stupid thinking, cus now i noe its becus i didn study then, i was trying to keep up wf the 'criteria' to be a 'teenager', learning the vulgarities was interesting, i didn noe wad the f-word was until sumone screamed it in my ear becus she dropped sumtink. then i looked it up in the dic and found that it was actually a word, as in u can use in in ur composition n stuff. if u were writing a sex-related essay tt is.
frm then on i noticed that almost every swear word is either related to sex, or the lower part of ur body.
e.g: fuck - To have sexual intercourse with.
shit - bodily wastes excreted frm the anus, which is at the lower part of ur body
bugger - To practice sodomy with ( sodomy - Any of various forms of sexual intercourse held to be unnatural or abnormal, especially anal intercourse or bestiality.)
asshole - anus ( see
shit )
the not so sex/anus related ( and not quite vulgarities ):
damn ( norm )
bloody ( norm )
hell ( norm )
oh god ( mild )
oh man ( mild )
oh no ( the mildest )
i tink fuck is the most vulgar one, i tink there r summore but i can't seem to rmb them.
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juz read thru n m still wondering how i got a list of vulgarities...
aneway, i realli hope this posts, but i shall copy this sumwhere if it doesn.
and thank you all 4 being a gd frend. pls, keep in touch.
for those hu r still appealing, or waiting 4 their appeal results, i wish u gd luck.
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