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Monday, January 31, 2005

pe wasn so bad, its stupid and childish and idiotic, but fun, more or coordination than anetink else. im never more glad that im not a guy, i used to wish i was one. they guys run every pe lesson, i realli pity them.

on the other hand, lesson was tough, them tried to finish the carbohydrate section in 1.5 hr, madness i tell u, almost had a migraine after the lecture. then the rest of the dae was tutorials again, 4 in a row, then chem got spring test. its realli unexpected, i wont be surprised when i get it bck full of red mrks.

gp sucked as usual, chi was ok, bio was headachy. all e hw i did wasnt necessary, so todae i can sleep early i guz. i realli need to catch up wf my work properly. haven even went through the water tutorial yet and it was done ages ago..

`Name
x 9:30 PM


Friday, January 28, 2005

had tons of tutorials todae, 2 periods chi and 2 periods gp. for once in my lifetime chi was fun, we juz went thru e chen yu (phrases) then e teacher was juz walking ard 4 half e lesson, so v. relaxed. he's those kind of teacher hu tell jokes frm e middle of nowhere, so its interesting listening to him tok. then there's this gurl hus chi is as bad as me, though i tink, im worser. so ya, it makes things alot more 'fun', cus she dunno, then i dunno, then we ask sumone else, makes me feel better u noe? heh.

aneway, then we got gp and we were juz discussing this question, sumtink abt tv and its impact on life in our country, e teacher gave us and taught us how to present it properly, then there's this debate abt spongebob squarepants being homo, and its a bad influence to kids, and e teacher was saying tt there is no evidence tt it has a -ve impact on children, so cannot accept as a pt. then we got bck our gp compo, its upon 50 passing mark is 22.5. i got 15/50. nice? haha, i was totally out of pt, got 5/30 for content, wad a nice start man, i juz hope she wont make me redo it.. gut feeling tells me gp is goin to be my worst subj after chi. im in deep shit. then compared to other jcs, we dun get to watch movies!! its so unfair, all we do is tests and compos, n listen to e gay teacher tok, he's this other guy btw, not my tutorial teacher. sux sux sucky...

then tmr i cant rest, haf to wake up early 4 e chingay pract session. it better be fun. otherwise i mite juz quit, 20hr or no 20hr.. blah.. cant wait until e afternoon though, then i get to c my frends!!


Random Thoughts:
'if it's zero degrees outside today and it's supposed to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold is it going to be tomorrow?'



`Name
x 6:32 PM


Thursday, January 27, 2005

i had a bad wk, n its not even fri yet, yeach.. this sat got sum cip motivator thing, but after tt im goin out wf fatin, kh and osha, probably sy too, finally.. i realli need to c u guys..

i missed sec sch life, so carefree.. 4 e 1st time ever, i fell out wf sumone, im lucky to still haf frends if i dun change my attitude. seriously. i try not to lie but pple tends to wan to listen to nice words than a person's true opinion. but still, i apologised and she still so petty as to 'dun frend me' i thot jc pple were more mature than tt.. bitch. i culd care less, lah, she's a bad influence aneway, at least now i can concentrate on my lectures and not be distracted by her infernal toking or laughing.. (warning: vulgar language) stupid fucking assholic bitch!!

haiz, aneway, bio's protein chap juz fin, n we r studying microscope now, n its juz my luck tt i get to sit in front 4 bof bio n chem practs. middle table too, right in front of e teacher table. super nice. chem is getting complicated, n bio is getting boring, jc life is so fun man.. then i had pe todae, i pon ah, but ey left sch to walk e roadrace route, n i heard i haf to run e route nxt time. sux sux sucky.

btw is my new blogskin nice? i cant seem to find one which suits me, i tink im changing it again soon. aneway, i found this kool site which decorates ur browser bar, here's e add:
http://www.hotbar.com/site/Hotbar/BrowserSkins/SkinGallery.htm

haiz, gtg now, haf to do tutorials, stupid..


`Name
x 7:06 PM


Tuesday, January 25, 2005

culd u believe i forgot abt chem pract? we did titration todae, n it was super tedious. i nv did much titration, e last time i did titration is ..ermm... july? or august? sumwhere there, then e teacher asked hu didnt do much titration work. n u noe wad i did? i- the total idiot-put up my hand. then she put me in front. nice woman. at least she's not pregnant..

aneway, while i was *tryin* to wash the pipette, wf e solution, not distilled water, i didn use the pipette filler, i tried to pour it down e top. dun tell me im an idiot, i noe. stupid rite? n i tried it 2, 3 times b4 i started screamin n my partner said to use e filler. bet she's tinking wad an idiot i m..

gah, wad the hell possessed me to take bio chem? hey ghost! get out!! OUT!!! grr...

i also juz realised tt my classmates haf a goal( ya i noe, amazing concept[note the sarcasm here]), theres one wanted to be a physiologist and another, a nut case, wanted to be a gynaecologist. i pity the babies she deliver.

me? i wanted to put doctor. heh. ah well, mb i could be a psychologist. would be cool no? heh

haiz, aneway, i juz started my tutorials todae, so far its ok lah, so long as u do ur work. e maths teachee sux(guys) though chem n bio(females) r ok, at least i understand water concepts now. i learnt y water, in solid form has a lower density than in liquid form, its due to a crystal-lattice (sp?) formation of the molecules when it freezes, more spaces in btw, so its less dense. i wanted to noe tt since pri 5. wayyyyy cool.waited for 5 yrs 4 tt. kooool

Chem is basically juz revision, on concentration of moles n juz wad? i understand them!! congratulate me, its a crash course on mole concept. not easy k? but i still haven memorised the formulas, but at least i understand. so there.

"Counting endless nights all the while, I was just trying to find a piece of myself. The feelings before are starting to hurt, therefore I lose everything I have. But now, I'm sure I can walk forward, however far."
("Alone" translation, from Gensomaden Saiyuki)


Konzen

`Name
x 6:33 PM


Sunday, January 23, 2005

urg. i hate bio now. juz fin my chem n math hw, dun noe how to do sum q 4 math and i crapped for chem. im a gonner, its only e 1st assignment summore. tried to do bio, but i got a headache juz looking at e MCQ, n its e easiest topic too. remind me y did i take bio in e 1st place? wad e hell is wrong wf me? of all e subj i had to pick e hardest ones.. total crap. i hate studying.

todae's last dae 4 e long weekend n i haven fin my hw yet. watched Gravitation at sy's place on fri, its realli funny, but i dun like yuki's eyes. it looks weird. e savage eyes r kool though. the animation is not e greatest, saiyuki is better. hehe. but its cute though. now i wan to watch this other gay anime, FAKE. dunno wads it abt though.

i thot i would freak when they kiss but i didn, weirdly, it kinda looks normal, but tt could be becus i knew it was a gay show..*shrug* e OVA was stupid though, makes no sense, but it explains e name Gravitation.

i miss pot, comp cant download ep 118 onwards, (tts wad i watched until) manga 26 isn out yet either, im pot deprived.

was supposed to go nyp on sat, but stayed home n read when i was supposed to do hw. regret it now. [swears to fin hw e dae they gave it to us.]

i got a workable classical guitar now, my cousin fixed e string 4 me, so i didn haf to borrow his, but i haf his sis's hu is also my cousin (duh) which has been here 4 ages, so i didn bother him 4 his guitar. yay, i haf great cousins!!

"With a strength I can be proud of, I live only for myself, and only for myself I'll die. I'll never die for someone, 'cause I know the pain of who remains alive. This is my pride."
[Sanzo]

`Name
x 7:01 PM


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

god, im an idiot, i dun even noe how to spell dilemma, had to ask s.o.

aneway, im treasurer. kena sabooted.. i haf, frm past experience (namely being ard a super stressed ex-treasurer) deducted tt being treasurer is not a gd tink, despite e pts. but then, diff sch mb not so troublesome, lesser pple too. so far no prob, but im starting to collect e money tmr, so.. see how ah...

so, e cca dilemma, first, is shooting, i was supposed to go 4 it todae, but i didn wear t-shirt, so they kicked me out.. so i went 4 guitar. i wanted to c how was shooting 1st, so i can go guitar nxt wk n compare, but nxt wk 4 guitar is e start of e lesson, so i cannot skip it and go 4 shooting, so..
help me decide k?

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gd tinks abt guitar: - learnt a skill i can keep 4 a lifetime
- can earn a no. of cca pts by sch concerts, but not syf, cus nxt yr dun haf
- pops sae if i like, he will buy a yamaha guitar 4 me (costs over $100
btw), makes no sense y this is a gd thing but my parents sae guitar, so..
- got this cute guy in it :D [can ignore this, not v. imp]

bad tinks abt guitar: - needs lots of time n devotion to make it work.

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gd tinks abt shooting: - always wanted to shoot stuff since sec 1. (npcc deprived me of it)
- mite be able to join in competitions if im gd, more pts.
- practices only on weds, all other daes free, more time 4 studies

bad tinks abt shooting: - useless after jc
- if i didn get into e competitions lot, no pts at all, so it a all or nothing
thing.
- no cute guys :z [can ignore this, not v. imp]

pls gif me ur opinion on e tag board pls! i haf 1 wk to decide.

god, i make it sound like sum big decision... aneway, HELP!!!

`Name
x 7:41 PM


Monday, January 17, 2005

bio was sucky, cant believe tt im goin to haf bio n chem 4 every dae this wk!! i juz realized tt too, chem was ok i guz, but bio was sucky, e teacher went too fast n i didn understand a thing, n tt was easiest topic too... suck suck sucky.

i had another gp test todae too, essay, i wrote expositary, which is facts based, my q is s.t like wad r e benefits and not benefits of an increasingly wired society. i took it to mean e increased usage of electricity, but halfway thru i realised it could mean e telephone or internet. aneway, they also asked s.t abt e teenage trend of which i noe nutink abt, and sum q abt wad does a successful sch include or s.t like tt. its stupid, n idiotic. so i didn do well in it, or at least i tink so, i could hardly hit e 500 mark.

haiz, aneway, todae wasn a gd dae. but then again since when is monday a gd dae...

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`Name
x 5:58 PM


Sunday, January 16, 2005

went out 2 play squash 2dae. i didn know tt squash ball is so small, n tt its so hard to play. we played 4 a while then quitted and played badminton in a squash court. it was quite fun, we booked e court 4 1h, but e pple v. nice and let us played 4 abt 3h. im quite glad tt i didn sign up 4 squash.

btw, shooting club msged and said tt e 1st meeting is this wed, so yay! i shall c how it goes. i hope it doesn clash wf e guitar ensemble.

i guz sec sch frends realli is frends 4ever, now tt we r in jc aready we still keep in touch, hopefully we will stay in touch and not drift apart.

`Name
x 6:14 PM


Saturday, January 15, 2005

was a fun dae todae, i missed e ug promo, but tt wasn wad i wanted to go to aneway, wanted to haf lunch wf my sqd but haf to meet fatin, so we had lunch at bedok kfc. then we went to comic connection n bought a hp ring and a sticker. then we went to eunos cc to play badminton. we dun haf a shuttlecock, so while me n kh were exploring the cc, we went to 2nd floor to look at osha in e hall, then we found sum shuttlecock lying on e thingy sticking out into e hall, so we tried to reach 4 it inconspicously, but osha saw n was covering her face in embarrasment. but wad e hell, we got e shuttlecock and the rackets, so we could play!! haha, aneway, we waited 4 osha to fin her thingy opp e cc, then we met up wf e rest and went 4 dinner, stayed until 8 plus toking in mac. aneway, we r also meeting tmr to play squash, fun fun, hehe.

btw, this is my revolution 4 e dae: badminton is a dirty game. it has a cock and a rack.

`Name
x 9:26 PM


Friday, January 14, 2005

this was suppose to be a msg after i changed my blogskin, but e comp crashed, so i didn manage to send e entry. aneway, its nice isn it? i spent ages lookin 4 a nice one , and found one nice angel santuary one along the way, so if sy wants it,
e link: http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=18016&action=Preview

and theres another marauders: bath time 4 farah..this one is cute too!!
e link: http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=26985&action=Preview

tons of nice lp ones for lp lovers(namely kh and osha)
e link: http://www.blogskins.com/me.php?userid=138537

i seem to haf found a skin 4 everyone but me, even a super nice one of kenshin,
e link: http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=14544&action=Preview

which i was goin to use, but didn tink suits me, cus i dun reali like samurai x all tt much..
a saiyuki skin is wad i want, but they haf like only abt 4 and they r not nice, then there's this dn angel one, but i didn like the layout.
e link: http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=24273&action=Preview

theres this other dn angel one but i lost e link, so i didn use it. this one is not permanent though, i wan to find a nicer one.. aneway got my gp paper bck todae, i did better than expected, 18/50, not bad. heh, im pathetic i noe. aneway, im meetin euphoria tmr, n i hope my comp will get fixed soon. guz im lucky tt i haf 3 comp avaliable huh?

`Name
x 8:04 PM


Thursday, January 13, 2005

my pic got uploaded!! haha!! aneway..

juz read sy's blog, i love sy's entries, ey r always so funny!! haha, boy do i rmb e chicken wars, hehe. haiz, lucky u guys, at least u get to eat together, now i haf to eat at home cus i feel like alex when i eat alone in sch(no offence meant , miss u guys man, sob.

at least i dun haf pe 4 this wk, n probably e nxt wk too, btw, i juz found e taf club n i tink i haf to got run in e morning b4 sch. e gd news? we haf a track, easier to run on. e bad news?(other than e fact tt i hate running) we haf a track, meaning i probably cant cheat. i hate jc, mb i shuld go poly. no chi n no running.

oh and, juz 4 ur info, which i dun tink u need to noe, but i shall write/type here aneway, (im crapping, ignore me) i fell asleep in 5 of 7 periods todae n i haf 3 free periods tmr, which is 2h 15min, its in a row too, nice rite?

aneway, econs i heard is interesting, e teacher is nice but strict, kinda regreting not goin.. bio is interesting though, we got lucky this yr n i got e reproduction chap, e most interesting option topic, lucky us. but our bio teacher is pregnant, n she missed 2 lectures aready, i hate it when teachers get pregnant, they always miss class, and if she's gd, my bio will probably fail cus she's nv here, like mdm hassan.
but she is due in april, so she shuld be gd after e 2nd intake. i swear here tt i will nv be a teacher n get pregnant, or i will get pregnant but be a lousy teacher..
im crapping, ignore me

`Name
x 7:47 PM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

haiz totally disappointed wf e shooting 'tryout', i totally sux at air-pistol shooting, revolvers r much better, at least i could hit s.t... air-pistol SUX!!! so now i debating if i should still go 4 shooting or guitar, i cant get much pts, if i join guitar cus i would miss SYF, but it would be more fun, sooooo... i dunno lah, it is wayyyy lower than my expectation for e sch's cca options, sucky sucky sucky

`Name
x 8:26 PM


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

"In this world, of people who deserve to die, there are a lot. But, when you kill someone, you have to be prepared at the possibility to be killed too, because this is what the law of the Karma says. At the end, the ones who survive, are those with a strongest will to live."
[Sanzo]

Saiyuki

`Name
x 8:54 PM

went to bugis todae wf sum frends, three of which did not turn up, so, it was juz 4 of us, sad huh? sum gathering.. aneway, it was kinda boring tt place, confusing too, we keep goin round n round the place, then i came bck late n missed 5 min of hikaru no go, n considering tt it only lasts 20 min, i would sae tts a lot. sucky thing? it doesn repeat in e afternoon, but 12 midnight and 9 am, bof of which i could not watch.. sucky, sucky..

i realli need to start reading the news. i juz had a gp test todae n i tink i got like 10 n below upon 50. aneone noe wad is NATO? MICA? CNB? gp sucks.

on a lighter note (so to speak), i read thru a bio text in e lib, n its basically wad i did in sec 4 but more indepth, at least it fully explains the copulation process, guz they tink u r mature enuf now.. but it is still interesting though, but e enzymes chapter is realli confusing though, n e water one too.

hehe, i found out that there is a lot of sick pple in singapore, 1st, theres s.o hu masturbates on a bus, then theres this guy hu molested my frend on a public train. sick sick sick. boys r sick. notice i sae boys, cus men would nv do this kind of things, even those hu r past puberty would still be considered boys (in my eyes at least), cus 'real' men would nv do this kind of thing.

i juz realised e advantage of being a girl in mixed sch, e teachers make e boys give up their seats for us, cus they dun wan our undies in the open. u noe e funny thing? i tink e boys do want tt, cus they didn move.. how inconsiderate... blah, boys suck..

`Name
x 8:12 PM


Monday, January 10, 2005

rmb tt post tt said tt im afraid of chem? i tink bio is not much better. i had a bio sample lecture todae and it was horrible. e teacher was toking abt water, of all things, and e molecular make up, and it has a model of the molecule and a degree of 104.5 (see how traumatic? i rmb it cus its so memorable!!) and blah blah blah.. i gave up half way when she was toking abt + n - electrons thingy.. u wan to noe the most horrific (i need a wider vocab..) thing? she said tt e real thing is 20 to 30 times harder!! ( no i did not hear wrongly, i checked with pple behind, in front, n bof sides)

bloody hell, im retinking taking bio n chem. n then i turned on the small logical part of my brain n tried to pick another course, which i failed miserably btw. cus phy, to put it lightly, sux, i haf totally no interest in moments n stuff, econ needs the logical brain which i dun haf ( c above) , i dun even need to tink abt fm, juz e sample lecture is enuf to scare me off (tons of formulas) ( n i mean tons), though even if i wan i also cant get in aneway.. so left wf computing, which is a big nono n nutink else, so im stuck wf bio chem, e gd news is i at least haf a little interest in tt, so, hopefully tt will help.

considering how traumatic bio is, i went to e lib to check out e bks. n i tell u, they would look a whole lot more interesting if it was in colour, its basically a more indepth study of wad i did in sec, so its ok i guess, though i dun tink i can dun listen in class anemore.. haiz, i can tell im goin to be a dork this 2 yrs, though if it would get me to uni, then i dun mind ah.

i realli dun haf a 'social life' man, all i tok abt is sch. wan to tok abt boys? haha, can i tell u s.t? so far, e no. of cute/handsome guys in sch is 5. pathetic rite? then e guys in my grp r e most pathetic of the lot, whenever we had to line up, they always stand at e bck, all e other grps' boys stand in front. then whenever they haf e flag or card thingy they pass it to one of us, like got disease like tt.. haiz.....

wadever lah, boys suck, i haf nv met one which changes my mind abt this concept since i was pri 4. but e worst male is my pri 4 n 5 maths teacher he is e worst of the lot. totally turns me off maths, i realli hope he is not in rss anemore, i pity those hu got him 4 a teacher.


`Name
x 2:29 PM


Sunday, January 09, 2005

found a new pair of shoes! its blue n cool, nicer tt my sis's one aneway. and upgraded my glasses todae, currently 450 4 bof... haf to stop reading in bed. haiz, so fast end of wkend aready.. tmr haf to wake up at 6 again, im beginning to tink tt im nv goin to get used to this getting up early business... cant seem to get myself to wake up willingly, but then hu is willing to go 2 sch aneway.. haf to start saving sum $ too, otherwise my bank account will be empty soon, i seem to be spending alot nowadays, i keep buying stuff 4 my sis, god noes y... i dun even like her tt much..

my comp is still not fixed, which is a bitch, n sch starts again tmr, which is also a bitch.. btw, to ane Harry Potter fans out there, go read this, its powerful!Harry fic, no romance so far, and totally AU so i dun tink it will spoil ur view of e bk. theres attempted suicide, so if u r quesy, dun read.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/979216/1/

kk, im done 4 to dae

`Name
x 9:19 PM


Saturday, January 08, 2005

juz another boring dae todae.. didn get to go out 2 e bk sale cus nobody wanted to go, so i started reading another fic.. then e comp crashed n i had to use e laptop, sucky comp i haf... aneway, i was forced to a gathering later at nite but luckily i got to ciao after abt an hour, so it wasn too bad i guz, cept 4 e fact tt i have to go bck every wk .... sucky sucky sucky.... so i mite be goin out tmr if i can find out where the bk sale is n how to get there. start praying. i dun tink i will be goin anewhere tmr. gerrhh....

gtg, i wan to read my fic, n watch my bro fix e comp, lets all pray it stops crashing. sucky dae..

`Name
x 10:22 PM


Friday, January 07, 2005

im officially afraid of chem. sounds realli horrible the way the teachers sae it. haf to have v. gd memory, gd maths, gd in phy also.. im reconsidering taking chem bio, but then, phy is damn boring. i mean i fell asleep listening to the sample lecture! n its not even the real thing! super boring, so i tink i will listen to the bio one first n then decide whether i shuld take bio chem. hopefully bio is interesting enuf to overide my fear 4 chem...

`Name
x 11:17 PM


Thursday, January 06, 2005

had a fun day yesterday, kinda i guess, im juz glad tt my nose didn peel cus of my 'sun burn' lucky me.. i realli need to get out more.. oh ya.. it was my jc's last origo day n we played for the whole day, n lost e games 4 e whole day too come to tink of it... haha, it was fun though, the campfire is a whole lot nicer than ours. no offence meant, n they keep adding sumtink to make it flare which was kool. but other than a few items frm each family's peer leaders

( the families- hydro{mine}, cosmo, inferno, aura and mystic[or s.t lyke tt, not sure how u spell it] n obviously hydro's item is the best :) )

n live band e whole lot of us juz sat ard or went dancing. n by dancing i mean juz jumping on the spot n er... ya, juz jumping on the spot.. total crap man. entertainment wise, euphoria rulez!

and i juz found out 2dae tt we haf a 17m high climbing wall, kool man! its realli high up n scary...
haiz.. cant wait 4 cca day, i wan to noe if shooting is avaliable for me [jumping on the spot] i realli hope i can join. if not, then mb guitar or s.t...

haiz.. then theres the gp, it sounds realli scary man, 500 wrds lor, i cant even hit 300, haiz.. depressing man. hopefully i can get into bio chem and keep up wf them.

and then theres the cca thing, to get 5 bonus pts u need 25 pts blah3 i dun tink its possible, but i shall try, 80 cip hrs for 4 pts, crazy man

e sch is kool though, even if our sch song n cheer much nicer n e pple more enthu, buthen its a mixed sch, so i dun tink its fair to compare them.. guys sux .. gah wadever lah..

i tink i haf an obesession wf guys, cant seem to stop staring at them.. but then it culd be becus i haven toked to ane 4 abt 4 yrs, sad man..

hope tmr will be a better dae, cus todae was damn boring, cept 4 e lit teacher, hu is not teaching me btw, n ey thoroughly scared me wf their "Study ah! cannot slack like in sec sch!!!" every teacher man! at least their results seem to be ok..

gtg. mite be bck tmr, probably though, im home early n everybody else is out.. we maybe goin out on sat 4 a bk sale thingy. hopefully everybody could go, i realli missed everyone..

`Name
x 6:57 PM


Wednesday, January 05, 2005

my first blog, bull... wadever lah. aneway i tink i need help deciding wad subj to take. i wan bio chem but dunno if i shuld, cus it hard to get a future job or a gd degree on those subj. mb bioengineering, or medical. those r my best bets.. but medical is damn hard to get into n i dun tink im gd enuf 4 bioengineering. haiz.. help?!?!??

`Name
x 1:53 PM